Wine

I feel like shit. I got drunk last night for the first time in long while. My friends John and Scott came over and I cooked dinner and we drank and watched NIN Broken video, played with the violet wand and talked about girls and dildos. I looked at the guys and said, "This is the same thing I used to do in high school..." Except now we talk about morgage rates as well.
I'm not allowed to punch the guy who held a protest against Marilyn Manson last year at the state capitol. My company is meeting with him. "He's not giving us money can't I at least throw something at him?" Recently the guy suffered a heart attack, I said, "Ofcourse he did! Marilyn Manson taught us all to pray to Satan to destroy our enemies!"